My sad story

Assalamualaikum and hye.

I’m a girl wasn’t having everything. But I have a mummy, family and beloved friends. 🙂

I grew up in a small town in Johor. My life is thoroughly astonishing in light of the fact that amazing parent. I have my mummy and daddy, that’s so lovely. They continually putting me up.

My family more to education oriented. When secondary school, I stayed in a hostel. 7 years start I form 1 till upper six. Consequently, where I am studying now. I should take flight and always homesick. Haha~I macam budak-budak yang tak pernah jauh dari family.Kalau jauh sikit nangis. I quite family person. Always need my mum embrace me, and anything before I go to somewhere I must request permission from them. When my friends told me ” Tak payah laa ask ur mum” . I rather to answer ” Tak boleh laa. Nanti kalau ape-ape jadi macam mana. Takut laa”. Kira macam kalau ape-ape mesti mintak permission family. I still like a child. Oh man~

But when I upper six, my life totally different. On 14th April 2012,1.00 pm my dad passed away. 😦 During that time, on Saturday morning my school got Curriculum Day. Then when I got call from my sister, hati rasa macam lain sangat. Its too different. My sister ask me to go the hospital. Dismal day.

I LATE. I LATE 5 MINUTES. I saw my uncles, aunties, close relatives in the hallway. In my daddy’s bed, I saw my dad sleep. Sleep tightly. I am not crying but my heart its too hurt. Its too hurt and badly sad. Following 10 minutes, after I recite Al-Quran i’m crying. I kiss my daddy head, cold. I rather not talk more. Hurm. But that night, I hugged my mum and crying, crying and crying. I will never forget that day.

You know, 2 weeks before my dad passed away. I visit my dad in hospital. I’m a daddy’s girl. I ask him not to leave me. I fear that my daddy will leave me. Very. And the first time I say my daddy cried and embrace me. He told me ” Everything will be okay”. For me ” No its not okay daddy. Totally not okay”. And now you leave me even its hurt, but I know He love you more. 😦 My daddy is my king forever. In shaa Allah.

Till then, wassalam and see u yaa.

Little Girl.